Dear LJ,

I still love you, I do. I just don't have internet access @ home anymore and I don't have time to use you as much.

I will start trying to use you again but I can't make any promises.

Love,
Nicole

It sucks that Minnesota gets on the news because of the bridget collapse.

I wish it wasn't because of a tragedy.

I went over that bridge a couple of weeks ago. And I know someone who goes over it twice everyday.

Thoughts go out to the people who are struggling.

Rest in peace, Peanut. I wish I got to know you better. You were a good dog, and my parents loved you so. I wish I knew why you went, but I won't and never will. Have fun with Badger and Wolfie and Sunny and Bridget in Doggy Heaven.

I hate how a lot of guys like me now.

I wish I would have known people liked me before two years ago.

Now, I'm screwed.

But I love Dan.

So the car I've had for three months just died.

The master cellunoid went out.

$800.

Actually, $800 I don't have.

I will glady take donations.

Anyone want to see Modest Mouse with me on the 20th or 21st of April?

Soo... I got's my hair cut a bit. Well, more layered and swoopy bangs. What do y'all think?.

Sometimes it seems, that everything is just so sad.

....

So I actually caught some fish while ice fishing tonight. Four crappies actually. Dan beat me (for the first time fishing... I always win) and caught six crappies. It was pretty nice out, but my feet were absolutely frozen. I hate having such poor blood circulation.

I'm nervous that I don't actually work at 1 tomorrow and work at 8... that would be horrible. I'd probably be sacked if I didn't show up.

I bought a few cute clearance tops from Victoria's Secret today. I should really stop blowing money like this, but I can't help it. I must start saving money, and soon.

I'm going ice fishing. I realy hope that I don't fall through. It is lovely out though.

Happy Weezer day! Without Weezer my life would be a little less... me.

This morning when I looked at my bank account online, it contained $1,160.

Now it has $395.

Ouch.

But now I have a notebook. And a shitty printer which cost me $20.

So I did my taxes.

I'm getting back about $1,200 total.

I don't know what to do with it. I won't save it, 'cuz it's me.

What should I buy with SOME of the money?

I'm thinking a laptop.

Suggestions?

Sometimes I hate having an hour lunch. Today is one of those days.

Go Peytey! Go Peytey!

Today has been a little better than yesterday. People have been more friendly and complimentary. And it's payday! I hope my check is halfway decent.

Let's hope I can actually sleep tonight. I'm sick of being groggy at work.

ignore this. Finger eleven paralyzer.

I'm so going to post more often now. I'll be bored at lunch and post a lot of bullshit. I bet you are all excited now. Dan is coming over for dinner